I bought my lovely Lady _pantone292_ some books about rope bondage, and I think one on topping, or was it bottoming?
You remind me, sweets?
I am looking forward to completely being at her mercy.
I have never really let anyone do that.
I told someone I trusted them that much, but never actually did it.
The trust wasn't real, or, at least, wasn't based on anything real/lasting.
With _pantone292_ it is.
She is mine, and I hers.
I never doubt that she will be there for me, to fuck me hard, and to make love to me gently.
She will "raise me up, will hold me down." Okay, thanks meatloaf, not ALL of the lines in that song are painful. Although, some pains are okay.
I am glad to have her, glad that she can hurt me, but won't ever harm me. There is no one I would rather enslave myself to tahn her.
And, someday, I think she is going to pay me back for The Rules.
But that's okay.
I want her to.